Hey everybody, this is LA Max the singer welcome to my webpage. First thing is that I’ve been singing at a very young age. I discovered the music by then on my own. I discovered it and I wanted to master it anyway that I know how I learned how to do Christmas music that they own Nat “King” Cole songs back in the day that’s when people didn’t take my things seriously they thought it was a phase that I was going through I come from a single mother household. My mom was an alcoholic most of her life, bad drama all the time too. She had multiple issues. She was very violent with me and I never knew why my music talks about that life and a lot of ways. I’m not very good at talking about things because I have no one to talk to you about it so I sing about it anyway that I can when I had throat surgery a few years ago the specialist was supposed to help me to develop my singing voice and she told me something very interesting. She said that I was gonna be a no-show on live stage presence and I told her what in the world made you say that and she says well you’re gonna be too afraid to be on stage and that’s why I say that in a really you know when I’m really bad comment so I almost believed her and thanks to her. My music has just been the silent of it because she had prejudice against mixed people like me trying to make it in the music industry. She let myself doubt myself every time. But I’ve learned how to take it in silence so that’s why when I’m about to say now I’ll be kind of interesting. I do have music but they won’t show it because the thing I’m on an outdated singer and I’m not I never had no family or no friends. I had to do this all by myself and it took time to glance what I can do. I’m still getting the prejudice almost every time that it shows up, I’m telling this to my life story because that’s all I got is my singing may I have I may have other talents here and there, but every time I sing, I’m singing about freedom and quality and understanding. I never got that when I was growing up cause I was I’ve been abused by my mom‘s family and the way I’m living now is heartbreaking to me when I wake up every morning. I tell myself there’s got to be another way to look better. I starve for music knowledge whenever I can find it it’s hard to trust people in the missing fee because I have been tricked at least three times people say all we can do this. We can do that, but they never came through. They were their promises for failures. That’s why I want to become an independent singer because I felt like it was better because I tried to talk to a lot of singing people out there on Instagram and went on this one website when the pandemic happened and it was just a disaster and happened. I had no idea that there are so much false information out there about the music industry and so much more. What’s going on like there lotta musicians and rappers were just between men and women. They were like fighting over who’s doing better and who’s doing the worst that was my first outlook on that and now when the years progressed, I learned one thing this on this whole music thing was that I said to myself and when people say well, you didn’t do anything all this time your failure at it you didn’t do what we asked you to do and I said well I’m doing everything in my own way that you will never see and send me in no silence either I put myself through so much bitterness and it was just still unpredictable, but you keep trying to make a difference when people don’t believe in what you’re trying to do to save your own life from a whole lot of struggling that you have to do now I’m putting all this together because that’s what my music’s all about is about survival and how the victories can be so silent. I have to celebrate myself in so much silence it’s crazy but I learned for one thing under this of this whole massive drama, and the suffering, and all the whole thing you can think about it is that the music has saved me dozens of times and the one they came into mind when I was trying to end my life three times was that I’m better in this. It happened every three times that I tried to do that to myself because I got tired of living, but you know I was empty. I gave up for something just told me I’m better than this you can do better and that’s what I did that’s one that’s what my website is talking about. Survival on all levels of a human‘s life. Am I better for it yes, the people around me who don’t give a care about me I’m fine with that. I discovered this myself, and I have never realize how more important that is to to acknowledge that I filled my life with music every day humming tunes in my mind you know too. I’ll try to play the piano when I was when I was younger and in a teenager, I played a guitar when I was a teenager and I had to learn that on my own was easy. No, it was hard work, but it paid off. Every note that I was playing was a future trying to discover a better life and what opportunities I can get I’m so hunger for knowledge of the music faith within itself the one thing I haven’t learned yet as to how to manage my music career and that’s one thing I’m doing right now every day trying to manage myself how to do this and how to do that, but I’m glad God has been blessing me with a lot of good news now and then that some people in my home state has recognized me a little bit. That’s all I ever wanted and then had to be at the huge big thing in my life, but I’m glad they recognized me when they can cause every time I walk around the streets of my city I’ve always wanna would’ve really looks like you know my picture was everywhere and how many people will be gagging at it every day so it’s a theory it’s a it’s a wondering feeling I have a lot of people around. I have like so many different people around me saying like oh this is you know nice this is not upgrading yourself. You know they don’t realize how much was that I have in my life. They don’t really know cause I do come from my music family from what I’ve heard from my other family member so my family’s not around me anymore, but that’s how much I found out that I got most of my music from them. I just called my ancestors. I’m just gonna put that way but the one thing I can say is that I love singing whenever I can and when I say that is because it’s it’s hard to manage yourself being an independent artist because you have to keep managing how to how to budget the music whenever you can you know like one microphone can cost normal like sometimes sometimes you can get a more cheaply and you know, I’m trying to get a music equipment and I’m being honest about it. I’m not gonna be hiding this anymore because I feel like that’s one thing. People have to understand that equipment is very expensive and I’m trying to tell people that so then they can really understand it how I deal with it you know whatever but I know everyone when the rest in that question you can cross that out, but I feel like the favor of myself is telling me that I’m going to get the equipment build a business in the music industry that’s my dream right now so I know that I don’t have to be scraping for money all the time trying to get a meal trying to buy groceries and trying to buy you know the other items that I need in my life so it is it’s really that hard and the stories you do hear about it in the you are very true and some some music experience today are still struggling. You know it’s like we’ll never get our chance because we have to keep singing and strange places that some people say it’s not appropriate to do but we have to I don’t want to be a struggling singer all my life I want to make some type of hits, you know in a way that I could if I didn’t have management or just trying to find somebody who can just do whatever you know I was not too sure about it. You know when my first when I tried to do my first single it was like it was like a little bit of a flop and I was like oh crap so I already know what mistake that I made you know for the first time in my life because I was so here just to get it out there you know make some something out of it but now I’m trying to roast people are listening to it and they’re not really saying much though, but they’ve heard that part you know cause they didn’t realize that I didn’t have enough equipment when I first released it so that was a real disappointment there a human life is amazing. That’s why I built this website for that reason to show what I’ve been going through when I am talking about in my music as much as I can do that. it always has. I’ve tried so hard to build a future. You have to do it by yourself. You can’t ask other humans to help you because I don’t know how to do it themselves so the only way you know how is you just do it. I never look back so I mean, I’m I’m tired of being in the down way you know that they’ve been putting me into it for so long so starting today, I’m recreating myself again. You know to build new music get it out there and hopefully this time around it gets more of a against the people‘s hearts and people understanding about it cause this is my life story that I’m talking about almost every time I ever saw that I’m doing right now it talks about the struggling of trying to have friendship, family boyfriends, you know but that’s the way. My life is at 3:05 in the morning. I’m trying to figure what is else in my life that I haven’t thought of yet so whoever reads this on my website just remember one thing your life is a true story of a book like poetry in every way